terrifying

this is terrifying to me. to put this out there. it makes it feel real. i don't even know where to start.

i started with all these "quotes" and "articles" that i've been saving in a Word document and somehow it makes it more real to post it "out there."

we are 3 weeks away from the birth of our 4th biological child. yet i feel the need to start this blog about the child/children we might adopt someday.