it's bad

{found a couple more pictures from the weekend that i have to include with all the words i'm about to spew. these 2 are so cute together...}

and rebekah and joshua baked yesterday. i didn't step foot in the kitchen (except to take a picture!) they mixed, baked, and cleaned up and you couldn't tell they had been there except for a plate of cookies. i was impressed. and i LOVE that they both have aprons on :-)

i know things are bad when my sleep starts being affected. i've cried myself to sleep the last 3 nights. and have tossed and turned the rest of the night. hardly slept last night. i'm so overwhelmed with little and big things right now. things within my home, and things going on with friends and family. i'm ok. we're all going to be ok. i'm just keeping it real amidst all the "fun summer" pictures around here.

and i continue to be ever so thankful for my God that never changes and for my husband who loves me so well through it all.