Monday, April 23, 2012

do you ever come across those pictures that LITERALLY make your heart hurt??

i was looking for something WAY back in my blog...and came across this picture in this post.

oh my heart.

who ARE they? and where did they go?? i think sawyer looks like my baby now...but when i look at that? i might have sprung instant tears from my eyes.

gosh. they are so beautiful.

i had other things to do with the last 10 minutes. but i spent most of them staring at that picture and wondering where time goes.

the next thought that made me cry?? i will NEVER know what lincoln looked like at that age (sawyer was 2). i'll never know what his little "changing from baby face to toddler face" looked like. i grieve for that. he will grow. and i WILL have {lots!} pictures to look back on to remember what he looked like when he was 4 and 5 and...but still, i grieve not knowing what he smelled like, what his skin felt like....

time flies. don't miss a moment!

3 comments:

Beckysblog said...

stop!

Michelle said...

Yes! I feel that way when I look back at pictures (or videos!) of Finley....and he's only 3! I can't imagine how I'll feel in 10 years.

Teamjudkins said...

it is a precious burden that we get to carry. these beautiful children whose past will forever remain a mystery except to their Father. so grieve and then celebrate and then do it all over again - it is part of the journey of being an adoptive mama.