Friday, October 26, 2007

relapse

having a relapse. every muscle hurts again. my head feels like it's going to explode. just want to crawl in bed. but have a full day ahead of us. it seems insurmountable at the moment. i'm just going to take it one hour at a time.

first, we have to go to a meeting at church. going to take 45 minutes to get there with the rain. our normal rule for movies in the car is if the trip is 3 hours or more but i think i'm going to make an exception this morning. is that bad?? what if i miss a great conversation with joshua?? but my brain can't take it.

i REALLY need to get better. i can't spend another weekend feeling like this. seriously. and i know you all think i'm not taking it easy and that's why i'm not getting better. but i REALLY am.

2 comments:

Heather said...

Courtney I hope you feel better soon! I sure hope it is not a relapse of last weekend. Feel better!!

Alden and Dorian said...

Oh, I'm so sorry you feel lousy. I so appreciate "your head about to explode". I had this a few weeks back and that is exactly how it feels. Hang in there. I'm grateful it IS the weekend and Pat can help out with the kids. Rest. I love you Courtney. Mom