and then there's days like today that TEST all that faith, trust and strength.
wow.
it was a doozy.
not even worth going into detail. i just want to document it so i can go back and know when it was.
monday was hard. it's gotten harder each day. dreading tomorrow.
the thing that kept going through my mind today was, "you are in over your head."
it's not what i'm dealing with this MOMENT that gets me worked up.
it's wondering HOW LONG i will have to deal with it.
can i do this another day? week? month? year? it's taking EVERY ounce of EVERY part of me.
i KNOW i shouldn't think like that. practically EVERYTHING i've read this week has told me that - that worry does NO good. that He has tomorrow in His hand...i KNOW! i KNOW! i KNOW!
it's still SO hard.
oh, Lord.
His mercies are new every morning...........
3 comments:
is it ok that I'm laughing at the title of your post!?
;-)
sorry...I laugh when I don't know what else to do.
praying...you know that, but I am.
great is His faithfulness...
minute by minute, day by day...
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