i just put sawyer in his crib for the last time.
he's moving into joshua's room tomorrow at naptime.
i have laid a child in a crib every day (many times a day some days) for the last 9 1/2 years.
and it's over.
over.
i need a moment.
i was NOT prepared for this when i made the decision a few days ago that now was the time.
mostly..it was because we need to get his room ready for our new sons and he's 2 1/2 and old enough...blah, blah....all practical stuff.
i considered NOTHING of my heart reacting.
it hurts.
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pretty crazy isn't it! Although what if his new brothers are young and need a crib still? isn't it possible that one could been as young as 12 months?? maybe you shouldn't put that crib away quite yet!!! i bet he likes his new big boy bed though!!
Oh my. That makes me sad just reading it.
I will have to say....when I read your post....I sobbed. This is big...in many ways....end to your baby years....and welcome to your Rwandan sons. It is real....but our mom and grandma hearts are FULL of emotion. Big steps....(as tears are streaming down my face)Love you.
can. not. handle. that.
its hard but well be a good thing for you and pat.
like mom said i had tears coming down also he still well be your little one. know it is almost time for your new ones that waiting for, so long for. love you both
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