i caved

first of all, ya'll are so sweet.
all your comments and prayers were so nice!
i had a better day.
not great.
but better.
it was just full and sawyer is sick and there's so much going on in and around me.
but it was better than yesterday.
i'm still smiling and looking at my kids ;-)

so...
it's been months.
i can't even remember how long exactly.

i haven't bought candy for a LONG time (with the exception of halloween and special recipes, etc.) but NO candy for "my secret stash"

i caved this evening.
after this week.
and this day.
and 2 hours at 3 grocery stores with 4 kids on friday at 6 pm...i caved.

filled this bag with gummy hearts and ate handfuls of them on the way home.

they were so good.

and this is where i'll be this weekend.

we are going on week 2 of this project.
i didn't know we were starting it yet.
but i got home one night and pat had removed our shower doors completely.
so...with that...{and after an ugly argument}
our bathroom is getting a little bit of work done!

don't worry...i'll show the complete before and after once it's done.
{don't miss Candyland on the floor! bailey was hanging out with me this afternoon while i was painting the ceiling :-)}