and only me.
rebekah had SO much fun with her grandparents.
joshua had a GREAT day with Pat...getting ready for their camping trip this weekend.
bailey even had fun with me. she entertained herself very well.
i'm just going to chalk it up to pregnancy hormones, but i've been on the verge of tears (if not actually crying) all day. i don't know. i spent the first half of the day moving all bailey's stuff into rebekah's room. maybe the fact that my "baby" is growing up is hitting me. i LOVED having all my kids home with me yesterday...and then they went all different directions today. i wouldn't trade the special times they had with special people today, but i just like being with my kids and missed them. and my body hurts and i hate it. i want to go for a walk or a run or a swim...and i know i can't. i was in tears just standing to make dinner. it's just frustrating. i'm just venting.
oh, for those that care about this kind of stuff, i had a dr appt yesterday. i'm 20% effaced (sp?), and between 1 and 2 cm dilated. and i have had to pee in a jug for the past 24 hours because they are concerned about protein in my urine. and i have to go get blood drawn tomorrow morning as the end of that test. hopefully nothing will come of that - i asked "what will that mean? if you don't like the results?" she said, "we'll put you on a strict diet and on strict bedrest." uh, no thank you.
back to the couch for me...
4 comments:
Oh you are almost there! Hang in there. Let me know if there is anything I can do to help. A couple of weeks and hopefully you will start feeling more like yourself again and you will have your body back. Go rest!
we are all just nodding our heads saying 'yep, uh huh, I know, it's true!!!'
you are justified in being normal (and great!)
wish I was closer to scrub a bathroom and deliver dinner (and that's exactly what I would have done!)
I so can't wait for #4 to make their entrance - I LOVE having four - such a blast!
i am glad to hear that you were crying as you moved bailey's stuff. i know that sounds horrible but i moved paige a few weeks ago and i was in tears the whole time i did it--i thought that i was going crazy. then when we went to bed that night, a whole new fresh round of tears started up when i went to peek in on her because she was such a big girl now! i am excited (and a little nervous :) ) to have a baby in the house again but it is so hard to watch our little ones grow up. i hope that your day is going well today and that you aren't hurting quite so badly. you are almost there! praying that your dr. appt went well today!
kim
I hope it all ends up being nothing. Bed rest - this time of year? are they kidding?
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