Friday, January 25, 2008

falling into place

got a babysitter.
got someone to bring Rebekah home from the party.
now i just need to finish laundry, finish dinner for my family, pack and gather my wits before i leave in 1 hour. right.
things are falling into place.
i pray that i can enjoy the next 24 hours and let the craziness of the last 2 days go away.

mostly, i'm so sad about this day. i arranged my week so that i could enjoy the day with all 3 kids. move slow, not hurry them to get dressed and out the door, play, laugh...instead, i spent it at the dr, getting a prescription, making tons of phone calls trying to organize everything, and being short with my kids. it wasn't my choice that most of those things happened, but it was my choice to be impatient and i'm disappointed in myself for that. expectations always get me into these messes. i need a good cry, but i don't have time.

2 comments:

Holly said...

praying for you - sounds like it will be a very meaningful and maybe life changing experience!

Katy said...

It's so hard when you have great plans that end up getting thwarted - even when it's not your fault and nothing else in the schedule suffers, it's hard when it doesn't work out. Praying that your getaway is just what you need...I love you!