a different tune

oh, how can i change my tune so quickly? yesterday i was so thankful for little things like Bailey smiling at me as she climbed up the stairs, and today i can hardly handle all the noise and questions and mess...they are all sleeping right now and i would be fine if they slept til tomorrow at this point. ugly, ugly, ugly. Lord, forgive me for being unloving...give me the grace and patience I need to get through the rest of this day...WELL.